Sometimes I stop scrolling endlessly down my tumblr dash and think about what exactly I do with my life; absolutely nothing. There are people younger than me that have so much talent, and do amazing, splendiferous things with their lives and my every single day of my life schedule of scrolling down tumblr, eating and generally lazing about feels like it will never compare. Other people my age have normal 'teenage fun' and actually get things done while I sit around being stupidly lazy; and that's the thing. I could get up and do something, but I'm just too lazy and too tired and aHHS WQDLIEWOA ALL I WANT TO DO IS YELL AND KEYBOARD SMASH BECAUSE I AM EXTREMELY MAD AT MYSELF BECAUSE I'M CLEARLY DOING THIS WHOLE TEENAGER THING WRONG WELP.
In fact, starting right now, I AM GOING TO DO SOMETHING USEFUL AND/OR ANYTHING NOT INVOLVING TUMBLR. Yep. I'm interested to see how long I can keep this up for if I'm being honest!◡‿◡✿
In other news, I'm seriously craving these stickers from Artbox;
I can just imagine sticking them everywhere, from boring schoolbooks and plain sketchbook covers, to my walls, on my friend's backs, wherever! I'm definately getting some next time I have a little money (I'm not sure if that'll be soon though!'.
Procrastination is something I do a lot of, really. I don't even mean to do it, I swear! But everytime there's something I need to do (like seriously need to do) like, say, revise for a science GCSE perhaps (terrifying stuff I know, first ever GCSE and all that), my brain suddenly decides 'just 5 more minutes on twitter', or 'oh a little nap wouldn't hurt'. I end up sitting on twitter for ages before realising I was meant to be doing something else, or sleeping for a couple of hours and waking up like 'oh nooo'.
The worst thing is that I know I'll be fine as soon as I start revising, or start that art project I set myself (more on that in a minute), but it's getting myself to start that gets me every single time. I'd rather stare at a wall or something than do what I'm actually meant to be doing, even if what I'm meant to be doing is something I actually enjoy, like art.
So basically, procrastination sucks. Big time.
Anyway, about that art project I've set myself! I decided that, in order to get me doing more stuff that I'm proud of, I'm going to set myself things to do; the art project thing (nice name I know) is one of them; in short the art project thing is where I set myself 1 or 2 week 'projects' based on a topic. The very first one I'm doing is on fairgrounds and funfairs, and I might even put some of the stuff I do on here, so look out for that and for the other goals I'm gonna set myself!:D
Byeeeee *hugs and stuff*
